Girl, Interrupted.

Actually love this song.
And also the film that has me listening to it.
If you haven;t already seen it, do.
It made me cry and laugh and all the things a good film should make you do.

I hope I cheer up by the end of tonight.

I feeel fat, boring and I'm stone cold broke.

On the plus side, I ate healthily today and went to the gym.

I also miss my boyfriend. Like, a lot.

But as one to be painfully optimistic, I'm hoping I'll be fine by later on and that I can generate conversation without feeling awkward or that I can be with out feeling fat and that everyone is judging me because I am fat. Things will get better, I will get thinner, and I will manage to convince myself that my job isnt as bad as I think it is (its killing me a bit, from the inside- out)