waaaah

Got in from work about an hour ago - stood waiting for my taxi home for 20mins more than he said - to which a different company picked me up anyway convincing me the company I phoned ran out of cars and sent him instead, sneaky taxi drivers, got home all the same.

Work hurts me from the inside out, the distress comes first and then the physical aching of scouring down a kitchen kicks in;maybe I'm just a pussy.

Lecture in 6 hours - debating sleep or vodka. Plus a stuuuupid 9/10 hour shift tomorrow after uni, swear my arms are gonna fall off.

I need sleep, sex and some time off work.

I hate being in Birmingham, especially when it keeps me from this gorgeous creature:


He doesnt always mind me kissing him, he just has cute funny faces, I hope. <3

Lonesome Birmingham.

Was lovely to be back in Nottingham for a few days - nooow am back in Brum; I rly should make some friends here tbh...
I want to go out and get wasted on cocktails and music I don't care to pass any judgement on.



I also found this frickin' adorable.

I'm gonna drink some Cider now to be prepared for my 10am lecture tomorrow morning. wasteeman.
Ive just found that while I'm having a good Uni experience, I'm missing my friends, family and boyfriend a lot and I struggle fitting in at my workplace.

Typical first year student should have more of an enjoyable social life than an enjoyable academic life, right?

I will make friends... I also need to find somewhere to live from September onwards, hmmm.

Errrro.

I'm Josh, I'm 18 and have never successfully stuck to a diary or a blog

Hopefully this will now change.

I wanna document things that interest me, things that I find topical, what I get up to and stuff that's just darn coool.

I'm rather shy and reserved.
I'm also friendly and optimistic.
I'm happier when I'm dancing with a drink in my hand, however.

Theatre is a passion, directing theatre is a passion. I want to learn everything I can about the Theatre.
For now though, I'm trying to succeed in my English degree at BCU.

I love dressing up, wearing face paint, and changing my hair colour. I am interested in fashion, I just don't really express this interest much; partly lack of money, partly lack of confidence.

Hopefully this will be time well spent and I can post ideas, inspirations and narratives as I wish.

ciao ciao.